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Tap-Dancing on Stars 2002-01-29
Orange and red flames Dance along the ground around me A personal pyro show The tracks I'm walking along Have been carefully and deliberately Decorated and arranged To show cheesy "satanic" symbols How cute Someone doesn't want me to see What's up ahead Couldn't have given me a better Reason to continue my path Besides Past this rail yard I can see a truck stop And I'm out of cigarettes Nothing happens and I'm very disapointed So I go into the gas station And wouldn't you know it The moron behind the counter Can't seem to find the kind I want Perhaps that earlier bit of nonsense Was trying to tell me I Won't find any good smokes here After all A so-called convienence store That doesn't sell decent cigarettes Has to be satanic itself There is a radio station Playing on the overhead speakers That I just now noticed Hmmm... U2's "One" I'm overcome with an Overwhelming urge to sing along So I slip quietly into the men's room In order to keep ALL Of the locals from staring Inside is a drag-queen or transgendered person Changing a baby's diaper I can tell by the way she looks At the child That it was hers from before Her self-discovery I can't hold in the song anymore Sticken by this scene and the music "You say love is a temple "Love the higher Love "Love is a temple "Love the higher Love "You ask me to enter "And then you make me crawl "But I can't be holding on "To what you've got "When all you've got is hurt" I realize that I'm singing To both the transgendered person before me And the child Because all too soon Society itself will conspire To attempt to make the child Hate this mother/father figure And I'm nearly crippled With the tragedy of it He/She looks at me And from that look I can see she/he understands Why I'm singing She knows the pain That the future will most certainly bring But she would rather I didn't Remind her of it right now She would rather just Enjoy this time When her child is still innocent And not jaded and filled With the world's hatred I almost cry as I'm walking away Damn that boy Had better have found My cigarettes by now ----------------------------------------- This is based on a dream I had (which you would know, had you read the last entry) last night. There was a hell of a lot more to it, but I didn't want to include too many of the things that happened. Most of them are even more pointless then the beggining of the poem (which I thought was the best place to start it). One thing I would like to point out though. The "drag-queen" whom I mention is someone I know, although vaugely. I know that she perfers to be called "transgendered", but old habits and all that (I had hung around way too many actual "drag queens" who were rather proud of the moniker). Besides, I think that "drag-queen" sounds much better in this context. If I offend anyone, I would say I'm sorry, but if you are so vain that you would quibble over such nonsense then I'm not. Words are nothing when they carry no hate behind them, and I have absolutly no hatred for this person, just admiration. She's a damn good poet, and is more gutsy then she gives herself credit for, and especially more so than the "macho" wankers who I used to know. ~Matt Magus
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