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This is what my mood swings can be like 2008-04-17
There is something swelling up inside me It is intangible Yet it feels thick as honey, only with a little more surface tension And after all Isn't all tension just really on the surface I call upon Cave to explain that one I hasten to call it Hate, or anger, or darkness, or depression Not just because that would be cheesy And not because they aren't applicable Because they are But because they don't, even rolled up Convey it enough Imagine if a fog of emotions That many consider negative Was dense enough to slow down movement And that becomes close to how I feel right now And there's not any one cause I can point to Shouting "That is the enemy" It is not the job Though that has its moments And it's not any particular cooze or lack thereof My hand usually does a better job, after all Or even my frustration with myself Because all I have to do to solve this would be to act Yet there is something clawing on the inside Like a trapped badger And I'm honestly considering Letting it out ~M
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